Tuesday, November 30, 2010

When a Sinner Comes Home

Going through the fast paced life, I recently met a man on the street of life. After talking and listening to the story of his journey, I felt that his pain was coming from an experience with the devil. He asked "Why am I going through so much pain in life?" As I recalled during elementary school, I praised the devil. I feel his power. It made me to feel good. I felt like I was in control of everything. I felt powerful as a 12 year-old boy. I watched the movie Witchcraft. I felt induced with its magical power. "I can do this or that." I got to do something. But in order to do this or that I had to give my soul to the devil on the school ground. I remembered stretching my arms out, calling out Satan, the Devil. Other students heard me pray and went to tell the teacher. My mom was upset over that.

Since then, I saw psychologist and psychiatrist. That did not help calm me down. I called out the Devil's name 5 times a day. Why did you disappoint me? I summon you Satan..., he said. Recently, in a dream, his bed was twisted. He saw demons laughing at him. As we talked, I found out that he promised the Devil his soul, but he did not give the devil his soul. Not yet he said.

However, the devil already attacked his loved ones. He loves his grandma so much. Somehow, a black demon talked to his grandma and three days later she died. He felt it was his fault that she died. After this, he gave the devil his soul hoping that the Devil would not kill the ones he loves. Since then, the devil told him to do his bidding. I liked bingo. I got the power. I won bingo! The devil told me to deny my God 5 times. I denied Him 5 times. I stopped praying to God. I cursed God. I sat in a circle and called the devil's name again. He did not show up.

Lust demon, sex, prostitution, looking at porn. No kidding! I use Satan's power to manipulate people, things to get what I want. Power. My dad died when I was 12 years old.

What is going to happen to me now? Jesus, I need you. I am a prodigal son, running away from you and your love. I want to come back to the Father today. Pity me. I have enough hunger. I bow down to you God. I want to accept you as my God. Please help me!"

I got a chance to lead him back to the Lord and helped him renounce the devil. He reversed the cursed, breaking the curse in Jesus' name. He renounced the devil 5 times since he denied God 5 times. God has come into his heart. Jesus is his Lord and Savior now. What a change of heart God can do to a sinner who repented of his sins. God is good.

Pastor Linh

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